What is pain?

I often find myself (unfortunately) feeling rather down hearted these days, I have no idea why I just seem to end up feeling that way :/
I have a loving family& other half, an irreplaceable group of friends& everything I ever really wanted...
I don't want to be weighed& found wanting although that's the way I seem to be making it for myself? 

People die because "God wants more angels," says Katie, 6.

Although this may be true I can't help questioning my faith in God. I've always said that I do believe in her but when things go wrong I find myself in the place of many other religious people - it's harder to believe she's on our side!
I have no idea why it seems evil people get to live for centuries and the most wonderful people in the world leave us at the youngest of ages... Life's unfair so I'm told. God loves me so I'm told.
So why on Earth is she letting this happen?

It's all so quiet.. And so peaceful until DA DA DA-DA.

I'm so crazily tired, no idea why I thought it was a good idea to stay up until aprox. 3:30am... Although my evening was well spent in the arms of my dearest love.
Staying over at my Aunty Bronny's which is always nice.
I hope this jolly is as good as it's been up to now... Nothing more to say :(


Sleep is needed I think! :)

Remind you of Hex or is it just me?

Older women wearing leggins/jeggins?!

For that matter even if you’re young, who on Earth said it was alright to wear jeggins& leggins in replacement of pants? If it was you… Jump off a bridge immediately!

It's all happening soo fast D:

It’s the third day of the jollies already& I feel like I’ve done jack shit :(… I’m only in contact with one friend, everyone else has clearly forgotten I exist& therefore hasn’t invited me out anywhere.

Mind you I could organise something with everyone, although I’m afraid of rejection lol :S

Cheese Omelette

Cheesy omelette with crispy bacon, along with a glass of freshly squeezed orange juice and a mug of frothy hot chocolate.
That's from Coraline& it's the exact reason I'm going to have a cheese omelette this morning :D

Feeling rough.

I've been out two nights in a row (which NEVER happens) so now I feel as if my head has been thrown down the stairs - not good! 

Don't think that I'm going to be doing anything like this again... Or at least not for quite a bit :). All I need to do is drink lots of water& deal with it.

Happy times.

Now I know he probably won't approve of the picture but this just proves that we are good together even if we've spent along time apart& I hope that he knows how much he means to me& how much I can't wait to spend the rest of my days with him :D

I love him.

I know that you may think I'm being stupid but tbh I don't really care. Because I know that the way I feel is
the right way& that it isn't going to change for anything.
You may think that this isn't real& wonder how stupid he's being for taking me back& everything but I love the comfort of knowing that in 2-5 years time I'll think of this time again& remember how sure I was that we were going to last :)

I love him. That is all :}

Comfortably Numb

Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain
And get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain you would not understand
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

(solo)

I have become comfortably numb.

O. K.
Just a little pin prick.
There'll be no more high
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. Good.
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child 
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown, 
The dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.