I don't know what to say really...

I mean, wow. I'm really quite shocked& unpleasantly surprised! I feel more anger for her than ever before&  I hate that because it's not going to help anything. But, there's nothing we can do now which is also shitty! FML sometimes, I really am rather gutted :(

Hum hum humm...

Well, I hope that Christmas& New Year are both fabulous for everybody& what's more I hope that I enjoy my life.
You see today I saw my next door neighbours. This may not seem like a very important thing but I assure you that it was indeed memorable! Bare in mind that whilst I was still in my PJs: greasy hair; no make-up; smelly; and wearing the most OTT pair of Christmas slippers that you've ever seen. Six beautifully clean cut, drop-dead gorgeous people floated in through the front door.
*jaw drops to the floor*
Turns out the younger of the two (tall, long haired& hansom, probably has an extremely exciting well paid job too) has this previous evening got engaged to the most stunning American Korean women you've ever seen. :O
I was totally star struck by people I'd known all my life (bar the girlfriend of James& fiancée of Mike)  I didn't know what to do, so I tried to be funny which of course never works when you try :(. But of course you can sort of let me off since I was distracted by the enormous rock that sat sparkling away on Mike's fiancée's finger. You could probably sell it and feed the whole of China! No joke, it was the biggest ring I'd ever seen in real life... I wish I have a ring like that *looks dreamily into distance* 
Alas I couldn't even be jealous since they were all lovely& I admit it was(!) lovely to see them, but I couldn't help thinking "Why in the world have you come now?? Why not later when I'm dressed& look good?"
I just hope that I can make a good impression next time... Here's me pathetically hoping that there will BE a next time :S
Merry Christmas.

My life is so not a party.

Y’know what… I hate my life sometimes& I think that’s only because I see other peoples lives and think - wtf isn’t mine like that!?

Not only do I know people who are better looking& better with boys but they really are just better at life than I am :(

I just want to find somebody to latch onto, become friends with then get invited to cool parties& have fun - like normal people do. I’m not saying my friends are shitty! I’m just saying that I wish we had more mutual friends that had awesome parties :P

Is that a bad thing she pondered… 

Christmas.

It's Christmas and I'm on Blogger, I wouldn't necessarily say that this is a bad thing but I have no idea whether this makes me look sad or just bored? Because I assure you it's the latter.

I've got lots of lovely things today but I'm sure that there are lots of things on my Christmas list of which I have not yet received... Fear not! It's my Birthday tomorrow& I'm hoping to score some stella prezzies, if not oh well. I'll just save up my pocket money& buy them my self *proud face*

Not all of my Christmas' are like this you know, usually I'm having a very merry time right up until 12 o'clock.. Mind you my other half is (fingers crossed) on his way so that should keep me entertained :/.

Tomorrow is another day :)

The BOB(!) is back.

Oh yes! The bob is back :)

I didn't think I'd ever have a bob again to be honest but I have to admit that I'm loving it so far! I just hope everyone else does :S

White Christmas.

No my gaf definitely doesn't look like this, but I really wish it did!

Christmas is coming and the goose is getting fat...