New Years Resolutions.

This year I think I’ve picked very decent ones. I’ve decided to be more happy in general, so I’m not going to let things get me down& get stressed about stupid things. So hopefully that’s going to help me out, since I’m usually known to be a stress head :(

The second one (which I think Pat will appreciate) is to not taking things for granted. I don’t know whether it’s because I’m an only child but I’ve always got what I wanted (even if it’s taken a long time to save up) and I usually just assume that no matter what I will eventually get things. But I realised something was wrong when I started being this way towards people, people I cared about! I kept expecting that no matter how mean I was to those people, they would always be there& I’d never thank them for doing just that, so I hope to rectify that this year :D

So here’s hoping that I’m going to be a happier better person as I’m looking forward to this new year of my life with an….tici…………pation.

The dreaded year ahead.

I really don’t want to leave High School, everyone else is itching to get out of school for good& I can’t understand it. We’ll be going somewhere we’ve never been before& somewhere where our friends which we’ve had for years won’t all be there waiting for us in the old familiar setting of school.

I personally hate change in a big way, I was just like this when it was about to leave Primary& tbh I’d LOVE(!) to be given a chance to go back there lol… I don’t know what to do, I’m bricking it (the idea of going to college that is). I don’t want to loose friends and I don’t want to change what I learn or anything, what’s worse is I’m probably the only one in my year in the whole of England who feels that way :(

I just hope I’m wrong about college sucking for me!